Baby Kelsie Elizabeth Kelly Brooks

Just Want To Say Thank You To Fiona Bailey Mummy For The Picture Of My Angel Thank You Its Lovely
And Means Alot.

Kelsie Elizabeth kelly brooks.

due on the 28th sept 2008
Our precious angel loved always and forever.
born on 17.06.08 at 06.46am 1Ib 5oz at 25 +1wks sleeping.

Since i found out you were on your way me and daddy couldnt have been more happier our life was
falling into place seeing ur first scan at 4 wks was amazing at 6 wks seeing this little seed with
a beating heat words cant express how we felt.

We counted the days you were all that was on our mind picking your name playing the guessing game
boy/girl you brought so much fun to our lifes. I never knew how much i could love someone so special
.

Your first kick was the best feeling that i will never forget daddy and me lay everynite waiting for
you to let us know you were awake although you did keep daddy waiting till 22wks to feel you
everytime he put his hand on my tummy you stopped then as soon as he took it of you kicked again i
loved it . you loved playing games with us at ur 21 wk scan u had ur feet under ur bum so we never
got to know that we had a daughter the following week we had to have a gender scan we just couldnt
wait that day was amazing you did the same thing i didnt know if i should cry or be happy to see you
u wriggling around and being told you were healthy they spent ages trying finally as they were about
to give up you decided to let us know we had our daughter.

I have never been so happy at 23wks i knew something wasnt right ur lillte kicks i didnt feel as
much i went to the doctors then i heard ur heartbeat for the first time the tears just to be told
you were fine thats when it felt so real and that u were ours that we could protect forever. I went
to the hospital to get a scan to make sure they traced ur heartbeat at first they told me because i
was only 24wks they might not be able to do a half hour trace not to be worried they were so shocked
baby girl you lasted 25mins. Everyone at each scan always said ur heartbeat was amazing for a baby
so young and alway thought i was further gone we were so proud you were so strong for a baby so
little and you were little .

A week later i became ill went back to the doctors they couldnt find ur heartbeat thats when me and
daddy felt our world had ended . We went to the hospital to have a scan we seen u lying there but
the fast beating heart we seen so much flashing wasnt there we had 2 more scans we couldnt
understand still dont dont think we ever will. We hoped each doctor was wrong but we could see for
ourselfs just choose not to believe somehow in one week you had no fluid around you they told me you
were fine the week before it all happened so fast why hadnt they noticed. I believe what they say
mothers know when something isnt right i knew you were poorly nobody would listen. They had to be
induced me that night as i took not well you were born 06.46am i was excited i was getting to meet
you and i thought maybe somehow it would change they were wrong.

mummy and daddy got to meet they beautiful sleeping angel. I have no answers all i know is this
world really doesnt play fair you were perfect in everyway healthy no one has the answer to why all
i know is we lost a wanted and always loved baby girl took away from us. That first cuddle and kiss
but also our last what did we do so bad that we couldnt get to keep you. I have never been so hurt
and heart broken i have never seen ur daddy so sad and lost and eveytime i look at him he reminds me
of you each other is the closest thing we have to you.

Instead of bringing our baby girl home all we brought home was a pink box with photos and ur small
hand/foot prints so little to what we should have. Night nite sweetheart u will never leave our
hearts and we will think of u each day mummy and daddy has there own little guardian angel she was
just taken away far too soon .xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx